I've got the smell of a local man http://aesthetic0cean.livejournal.com/ I've got the smell of a local man - LiveJournal.com Sat, 03 Dec 2005 02:45:24 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com aesthetic0cean 1726084 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/41875667/1726084 I've got the smell of a local man http://aesthetic0cean.livejournal.com/ 100 74 http://aesthetic0cean.livejournal.com/14911.html Sat, 03 Dec 2005 02:45:24 GMT .my.star. http://aesthetic0cean.livejournal.com/14911.html I thought I could keep you<br />Close in<br />And safe<br />I thought if I held you …<br />Assured you…<br />Waited…<br /><br /><br />There is nothing now<br />I sit next to you<br />My stranger<br />My wonderer<br />My star<br /><br />I loved you<br />I love you<br />But I don’t remember<br />Who we are<br /><br /><br /><br />Be something<br />Be anything<br />Surprise me with pain<br /><br />Tell me why you cry<br />How it’s my fault<br />How I can change<br /><br /><br />And I would. I would try<br />For us, for our past<br />Who we were<br />Who we are<br /><br /><br />How you shined<br />My strange wonderer<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />My star http://aesthetic0cean.livejournal.com/14911.html .rain. .rain. .alone. public 6 http://aesthetic0cean.livejournal.com/12615.html Sun, 11 Sep 2005 18:35:37 GMT http://aesthetic0cean.livejournal.com/12615.html you know that you are an important part of the work force when you can sit at your work desk and Get Off just about as many times as you'd like.<br /><br />*smirk* http://aesthetic0cean.livejournal.com/12615.html look what I can do look what I can do weeeeee public 7 http://aesthetic0cean.livejournal.com/3583.html Sun, 08 Feb 2004 19:14:42 GMT i found you a gift http://aesthetic0cean.livejournal.com/3583.html i found you a gift<br />along the side of the road<br />she was pretty and pink<br />and twisted <br />and broken.<br /><br />she had been used by a ballerina<br />and left in the rain.<br /><br />she told me<br />once i too<br />had been young<br /><br />she told me <br />once i too<br />had been free<br />and danced<br />and laughed<br /><br />once i wanted to stay up at night<br />and now i can't sleep<br /><br />once i could be anything<br />now i had built walls<br /><br />she told me once<br />i was not used by a ballerina<br /><br />but i was the ballerina.<br />i was.<br />i was.<br /><br />and i lost her anyway.<br /><br />just so you know,<br />your gift is in the<br />starbucks parking lot. http://aesthetic0cean.livejournal.com/3583.html broken wings broken wings blank public 2