urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aesthetic0cean who's got the lonliest feeling aesthetic0cean 2005-12-03T02:45:24Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aesthetic0cean:14911 2005-12-03T02:45:24Z 2005-12-03T02:45:24Z .rain. I thought I could keep you<br />Close in<br />And safe<br />I thought if I held you …<br />Assured you…<br />Waited…<br /><br /><br />There is nothing now<br />I sit next to you<br />My stranger<br />My wonderer<br />My star<br /><br />I loved you<br />I love you<br />But I don’t remember<br />Who we are<br /><br /><br /><br />Be something<br />Be anything<br />Surprise me with pain<br /><br />Tell me why you cry<br />How it’s my fault<br />How I can change<br /><br /><br />And I would. I would try<br />For us, for our past<br />Who we were<br />Who we are<br /><br /><br />How you shined<br />My strange wonderer<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />My star urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aesthetic0cean:12615 2005-09-11T18:35:37Z 2005-09-11T18:35:37Z look what I can do you know that you are an important part of the work force when you can sit at your work desk and Get Off just about as many times as you'd like.<br /><br />*smirk* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aesthetic0cean:3583 2004-02-08T19:14:42Z 2004-02-08T19:14:42Z broken wings i found you a gift<br />along the side of the road<br />she was pretty and pink<br />and twisted <br />and broken.<br /><br />she had been used by a ballerina<br />and left in the rain.<br /><br />she told me<br />once i too<br />had been young<br /><br />she told me <br />once i too<br />had been free<br />and danced<br />and laughed<br /><br />once i wanted to stay up at night<br />and now i can't sleep<br /><br />once i could be anything<br />now i had built walls<br /><br />she told me once<br />i was not used by a ballerina<br /><br />but i was the ballerina.<br />i was.<br />i was.<br /><br />and i lost her anyway.<br /><br />just so you know,<br />your gift is in the<br />starbucks parking lot.