aesthetic0cean

I thought I could keep you
Close in
And safe
I thought if I held you …
Assured you…
Waited…


There is nothing now
I sit next to you
My stranger
My wonderer
My star

I loved you
I love you
But I don’t remember
Who we are



Be something
Be anything
Surprise me with pain

Tell me why you cry
How it’s my fault
How I can change


And I would. I would try
For us, for our past
Who we were
Who we are


How you shined
My strange wonderer





My star

you know that you are an important part of the work force when you can sit at your work desk and Get Off just about as many times as you'd like.

*smirk*

i found you a gift
along the side of the road
she was pretty and pink
and twisted
and broken.

she had been used by a ballerina
and left in the rain.

she told me
once i too
had been young

she told me
once i too
had been free
and danced
and laughed

once i wanted to stay up at night
and now i can't sleep

once i could be anything
now i had built walls

she told me once
i was not used by a ballerina

but i was the ballerina.
i was.
i was.

and i lost her anyway.

just so you know,
your gift is in the
starbucks parking lot.